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So what do you do when you want to make the best of what you have? You put in a lot of effort, time, and mental energy to make it the best and each effort seems to be shot down, because it seems to lack in one way or another? Maybe the person that shoots it down thinks that they are giving constructive criticism, are they genuine or do they shoot you down to keep you under control? Maybe its s something they are not familiar with so it cant be right, it has to be wrong because if it were right they would understand. How do you give your all to something that now seems like it’s draining almost like you are wasting your time and because its dear to you, you persevere but how much longer are you going to do that? Will what you do ever really be appreciated or is it always going to get looked over as an attempt to win? Is this some kind of weird test? Is this a how loyal are you quiz? Just having a REALLY weird day and decided I would pass on some of the questions running through my mind.